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《在迷失国度下被遗忘了的自白录》是作者的一本小说集，其中收录了中篇小说《外面》、《异宝》，短篇小说《在迷失国度下被遗忘了的自白录》、《女人？选择？从来就没有……》、《消失国》、《奖项》等。《外面》一文讲澳门，这座名震亚洲的赌城是很多人梦想的“外面”。乡下的辣子，为了男友为了生活，经过芳姐的介绍来到澳门打工。没想到，在这里等待她的远超她的想象，酒精、毒品、欺骗、乐哥使她遭受了一生难忘的屈辱。最后，小戴的出现到底是契机？还是终结？《异宝》讲一名在博物馆内工作的底层员工，生活平淡，直至某天接收到一个盛载价值不菲宝物的保险柜，到底这是贼赃？是异宝？还是你心中的一个魔鬼？《在迷失国度下被遗忘了的自白录》讲袁慧文爱丈夫罗锋爱得彻底，但这是否就是他需要的爱？而张连蒂的介入是否标志着爱情的延续？在背叛与原罪下三段日记揭示他们人生从此再无法平静，难以预测的命运，带着鲜血的致命爱情正一步步上演。《女人？选择？从来就没有》讲三个女人，一个男人，男与女，女与女，多段若即若离的感情。《消失国》讲一个消失国的传说。消失国，一个像谜般的国度，它能否给予人类真正的自由？能否满足人类无限的欲望？《奖项》讲铧是文艺青年，几经努力终于获得全国性的奖项，这是实力？是幸运？什么也好，总之，文坛大门已悄悄为他敞开。作者笔下的文字干净利落，透过文字显示出浓重的沉思：在澳门博彩业发达的背后到底隐藏着哪些引人发省的故事？小人物在其中浮浮沉沉又有着怎样的命运？

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吕志鹏，华东师范大学中文系博士，中国作家协会会员，发表学术论文三十余篇。个人曾获第三届澳门文学奖小说组冠军、十二届澳门艺术节征文赛公开组冠军、第七届澳门文学奖戏剧组亚军、散文组及诗歌组优秀奖、第八届澳门文学奖散文组、新诗组、戏剧组亚军及小说组优秀奖、第二届澳门中篇小说奖。个人出版有《异宝》(小说)、《黑白之间》(新诗)、《澳门中文新诗发展史研究1938~2008》、《甲子之路──＜澳门学生＞文学作品选辑》等。

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在迷失国度下被遗忘了的自白录
女人选择从来就没有
外面
消失国
异宝
奖项

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一、慧文：一杯凉透的咖啡，又怎能再次加热……
四月十六日晴
送完民仔返学，便去红街市买菜。碰到陈师奶，她说她女儿又要离婚了。她一边感叹现今世风日下，一边悼念她二十岁开始守寡的日子，如何如何的含辛茹苦……为免打扰陈师奶的雅兴，我点了点头。她乐极了，说话也更起劲。但抱歉得很，这并不表示我欣赏，而是可怜的赞同。有时都有几分羡慕陈师奶的女儿可以随时更换自己的枕边人，就像收到烂货，可以毫不带感情地原货退回，多好！
难道像她妈妈抱着贞节牌坊当饭吃，就好吗？
四月十九日雨
今天是我和他结婚十周年的纪念。望着热腾腾的饭菜逐渐转凉，心也跟着凉了一截。我又想他不会回来了，但……原因呢？到底是为了什么？为什么？
一个结了婚的女人比婚前的女人更需要一个完好的谎话。可能是在朋友家做客吧！或许是学校工作耽误了，又大概是一时大意忘记了吧！
忘记 —— 是男人婚后一种正常得不能再正常的行为，正如女人产后会患上抑郁症一样，没什么特别。
很久没有全心全意地随秒针跑了一圈又一圈，有点累。今晚床很大，我想一个人睡一定很舒服。
四月二十日上阴
今天天文台报道：“澳门普遍地区阳光普照。”可能我家并不是坐落于“普遍”这个地方吧！所以并未见到阳光。又有人说，心情摆度大小影响视觉。我想这是对的，因为天文台不会欺骗人。
罗锋——即我的那个他，说昨天阿卫俩公婆又吵架了，他去劝架了，我在思考天文台是对的，所以我想他也是对的。但阿卫老婆也未免太狠了，竟在他颈上咬了一个紫色的唇印，真过分。
呀！忘记了告诉老公，阿卫夫妇早上从New York来了电话，说过两天便回来，我想明天要告诉老公。
四月二十日下阴依然
就算天空再深，看不出裂痕，眉头仍聚满密云……收音机的旋律真的很旋，连人都跟着旋起来。
五月六日雨
漆黑的雨下了几天，并不大，只是窗户常被涂上一层雾气，我又开始乱画了。
当你带着雨的馨香
从雨中
窥视那不羁的爱情
……
……
我携着雨的爱苗
根种在你心田之上
“哎呀！有人好不知羞呀，学人家写情诗呢！”
“哗！别小看这首诗，以后成了名，这首《雨之情》就好比曹植的《洛神赋》，而我就如李白、徐志摩那么名垂千古，而你呢……你……”
“我什么呀？”
“你当然就是我心目中的洛神啦！”
“该死，坏蛋！”
……
……
五月十一日云
民仔今天入了医院，医生说处理得唔好，很容易会染上脑膜炎。仔仔好怕黑，所以我今晚在医院陪他。
仔仔哭了整夜，嚷着要爸爸，刚刚才睡着，但那个做人爸爸的却未见影踪，或者是去了那个她那里吧！不过亦无乜所谓，男人就是这副德性，老婆只是一件生育工具，是一个成功人士背后成功家庭必不可缺的装饰品。和计算机、VCD机一样，牌子旧了，便要更换，追上潮流嘛。
六月八日晴
今天我想提早写一写日记，因为今日系一个好特别、好特别的日子。
她终于找上门了。
我不认识她，亦早认识她。我说的认识，是我已觉知她的存在；而我所说的不认识，是不认识这种类型的女人，一身豹纹紧身衫，加上迷紫得令人发毛的口红，那种火喷喷的感觉，连三魂七魄也会烫烧。这也难怪，难怪他也会把持不住。
我说罗锋还未回来。她说：“他在睡。”啊！那我是应该感谢她照顾他呢？还是应该像电视剧一样掴她一巴掌呢？
我不知道，不知道为何女人要承受那么多次的选择。
我是一个女人，一个普通得不能再普通的女人，只需一个阔大的肩膀依傍，但为何还要与人分享？对了，肩膀是有左右的。
坐在沙发上，坐是一个比漫长时间更漫长的延续。我又开始唠叨他的往事 —— 初中时的运动队训练，到大学时代的文学比赛，还有新婚的淘气事。我不知道她知道多少（或者全都知道），我亦不知为何要讲这些事，或许这是源于一种女性最单纯的直觉，因为我已经知道结果。
“我才是游戏最后的胜出者。”
傍晚。她说了一句便走了：“他一定会走，一定。”
我乐于接受，
你的战书。
六月十二日雨
又下雨了，他也走了。行李是我替他收拾好的。他说他要去朋友家小住，这当然是谎话，但我也十分乐意听。
女人有句至理名言，就是一个男人仍愿意花心思去设计一个谎话来骗你，那已证明了他心目中仍有你的位置存在。
下个月十八，民仔生日，到时他一定会回来，正如青蛙上岸透气后，也要回塘一样，因为我们是一体的。
我看得清楚，他急促地走过马路，望着颀长的影子消失在街角，我想游戏现在才开始。
六月二十日大风
我们已经有八天，共一百九十二小时，一万一千五百二十分钟，六十九万一千二百秒没有见面了。
我很闷，闷得发慌！
所以找了男人回来消遣，男人真系贱，同公狗没有什么分别，给点甜头，便摇头摆尾，口流唾液。什么负责任，爱你一生一世，至死不渝，大写空头支票，话到尾都是对我的身体有兴趣，好不要脸。
同班臭男人做爱真系呕心，一点高潮也没有，所以把他们一脚踢落，然后撵他们出门口。赤条条的臭虫在破口大骂，什么臭婆娘、烂货、贱人。我好高兴，因为喜欢看臭虫乱骂、挣扎。
男人只是一群爱欲兽，只懂做、做、做。
我想笑
我想哭
我想……
六月三十日晴
罗锋，我要你老婆给人干一百次、一千次、一万次？哈哈哈哈……
七月十五日阴
当我合上眼，我又感到死神把我拉得很近，美丽的恐惧是一种无可比拟的艺术，但……
我这个不吉祥的怪人
被
地狱孽障之火所烧
但
我还是向往天堂的
——歌剧院怪人
二、莲蒂：我的男人，我的水
二月十日阳光几鬼猛
我名叫张莲蒂，英文名叫Lewinsky。今年十八岁，生肖属鸡，星座属山羊座。1981年给阿妈制造出来；父亲一早去世，剩下我与母亲相依为命；读书读到中一，就被赶出校，之后与班烂人结伴，结果做了“鸡”；不过，并非迫良为娼，而是我自愿的，鬼叫我命途不好！如果有神仙保佑我中六合彩，就免得折堕啦。不过，想深一层，做“鸡”也没什么苦，躺下床给人压一阵，就有钱可收，多好呀！
妖！怎么日记“咁×难写”，真系……噢！他叫我不好那么“烂口”！我一定要改，我要做一个文化人，做全澳最有文化的“鸡”—— 文化“鸡”（妓女）。
看得他越多，就越觉得他像《风月俏佳人》的Richard Gere，挺帅呢！虽然他不懂哄我，只会讲很困人的道理，他十分细心，我已经好Love他了。
Love、Love、Love、Love、Love、
Love、Love、Love、Love、Love。
三月二十日有阳光
自从认识他之后，好想日日都陪住他，见到喜欢东西，都很想买给他。我好像回复小孩的心态，日日都好开心，好想笑。他令我想起早已遗忘的笑容，令我重新发掘自己，我很想把我们的距离拉近，尽管是一吋也好。文化低的我，居然可以写了四十日日记，可谓奇迹。
我并不介意他有老婆和孩子，我知道他对我是真的，名分只不过是一张纸，如果男人要变心，就算有一百张结婚证亦无补于事。既然他不介意我做“鸡”，我亦唔会介意他背负的包袱，我爱你 —— 罗锋。
三月二十四日好似都系晴天
收到他的回信，开心极了，他说我有很大的进步，文笔通顺了许多，虽然他已说了五遍，但我觉得我用“志虫”代替“自从”很得意呀！不知道他会觉得怎样？
……

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